Tuesday, September 29, 2009

All the beauties...

   All the beauties...


     These days away from home were heavenly. Even if it was the 7th time I went to Bulgaria, I tried to find new things to do, starting with some new spots: Sunny Beach, Burgas, St.Vlas and Nessebar. We had a huuge luck with a nice, warm, perfect weather, even if it was the end of September. So thanks' God for this:)! I picked some pics to add them here, I could say words are useless. The sea itself has something special, impossible to ignore. It gives you the sensation of freedom, peace, not to mention the awesome feeling you get when you lay at 6 a.m. on a lonely beach, hear the seagulls singing, talking between them:) and instead of the overcrowding, the sea is whispering her song.

Yet, for a moment you feel like a stranger in those places, miss a bit ur room, ur space, home, the place you feel urself. But in the end you feel ok, knowing you can do whatever you want in these moments, scream, cry, nobody knows you, nobody is staring at you, critising every little thing, or if you're straight or mess' up, fat or slim, blonde or pink.
I always apreciate this quality in the other countries. Here in Ro, everyone is soooo superficial, sometimes it makes me cry, being sick of all mean things.
I know, I'm not suposed to be so weak, not to listen to all what they say, etc.
I have to admit I felt sometimes the absence of someone's hand to walk with, someone's lips to kiss at the sunrise, someone's arms to embrace me when the cold morning  wind whisper's around, and caress and giggle because my cheecks  get red after I warm up. It was inevitable, seeing all those couples passing by.
I really wish I could have enough money someday, to travel 10 months from 12, even if I'll be alone. It would make my soul feel more peaceful, thing that really matters for me, for everyone I guess, or at least that should be the thing that really counts in life. Still inevitable small stupid things always get in our life...

Being back home, I hate that sad feeling I always have when the days are passing by, I'm back to my old routine, the things remain the same, the loneliness settles in again, soon the college is back, the calm evolution of all small things dissapears, and I always end up saying " All beautiful things come to an end".
I feel a bit guilty I ended this post in a sad way, but I'm keeping the nice things, those landscapes that make ur breath stop two seconds.
I'm sorry I'm always the melancholic type, but I don't mean to end this way. .. I guess only I can understand me.

I'll always keep these moments alive within me ... 
PS: I even met an adorable cute puppy !
PS2: This song is inspiring me.. at this moment.

Missy Higgins - Where I stood


roxana said...

Frumoase poze ai sweetie si ma bucur ca te-ai simtit bine acolo si-mi pare rau ca-mi esti iar trista :(

Hugs and kisses!!

P.S: Am gasit Beau Monde cu luciu de buze micutz micutz rose dar e foarte fain si rezistent :D Si Tabu cu manson negru, shade chiar frumos la gatutz. Cu oja nu am gasit :( Urat!

TheDreamer said...

Hei, multumesc pt apreciere.
Tabu cu oja am vazut la Shopping City parca. Avea un roz spre visiniu si-n rest manson verde/negru parca.

addicted said...

Da`eu nu mai sunt in Suceava sweetie:( Sunt in Iasi si aici raman pana in decembrie :((

TheDreamer said...

Las ca e frumos sa stai putin departe de casa, te saturi de old routine...
Macar tu ai unde sta. Fii super happy for that.
Eu trebuie sa fac naveta de acum, zilnic, desi sper macar la o zi libera de la orar :-s.
Altfel, plec dimineata la 5 si ajung abia seara la 7. O sa fiu terminata :(.

I wish a warm college begining 'hun!

addicted said...

Dar tu faci fac.in Sv.sau unde? Si de ce nu ai unde sta??


TheDreamer said...

Trebuia sa stau cu o colega, asa stabilisem din vara, "friends" ...
Si m-a lasat pe dinafara, long story, dar iar se repeta istoria, dissapointing friends.
I'm so sick of this hypocrisy.
Si la facultate e la fel. De rau.
In fine...

PS: Dc nu postezi zilnic outfit-urile tale? Ar fi ceva nou:)
As vrea sa vad cum a fost prima zi de facultate:)
Un bun prilej de a incepe.

Think about it.
PS2: Merci ca intrebi..de situatie.


addicted said...

Prima zi de facultate la mine a fost somethin`like: " Festivitate? Cum iesim de aici mai repede? " :))
Am stat pe-o banca cu,colegele si-am barfit scurt vacanta si cam atat. Adica nu chiar atat ca na, mi s`a crapat un dinte si`am fost de urgenta la un stomatolog care mi`a facut nush ce pe acolo, ceva provizoriu oricum ca asa se poarta la noi:) Mi-am scrantit un piciioooor si hmm, da acum pot spune cam atat :))
Palpitant :)

Stiu cum e sa fii data deoparte, crede-ma. Stiu cum e sa crezi ca finally ai gasit pe cineva care sa te ajute, sa fie cat de cat intr-un fel sau altul langa tine, sa te lasi in baza pers.respective si etc. Am trecut prin astea si te`nteleg perfect! Dar.. invata din astea, invata.
De ce nu-ti cauti un loc unde sa stai, nu neaparat la camin!? Nu ai iesi mai ieftin si n-ar mai mai putin obositor?

Am sa ma gandesc la ideea ta :D insa.. la cat timp liber o sa am deacuma ... :(


TheDreamer said...

Nu am unde, nu cunosc tanti's care sa ma accepten'n chirie si gars/ap de una singura nu-mi permit.