Monday, June 14, 2010

6.32 am




ok... so after it's 6:32 am in another manic, too hot monday ( I want more rain, how can I be blamed for that? ) and not a drop of sleep and a kind of bad picture, I find myself again with the desire to speak.  metaphorical talking, of course. don't know, 'guess it's the SATC season 1 consequence. I wish I could be able to do more, but most of the time I find myself in that stage of "oh, everybody's doing something, working on something, studying on something, being something and you aren't, 'guess you can't." and I'm standing here, being lame, writing about it, probably typing bad english. cute, right?

oh well, talking about... nothing it is in a way... something (?), and hey, at least I'll finally go to bed in peace with myself (sort of), after finding another cup of mint tea and a piece of cookie in the kitchen.

PS: I should definitely try to find a machine to drag all my thoughts out of my head. I could write a book out of them. such a shame.

cookie?

24 comments:

Anonymous said...

Admitting is the first step, now you have to start the next one (dunno what that is, but it has to be something like... DO SOMETHING, ANYTHING, like dreaming for example :)) ).
Anyway, I find myself talking about nothing most of the times so don't blame yourself, it's just the nothing's fault it's not yours :P.

So, SMILE ! :D

A dreamer. said...

aaaha! :)
well thank you then for your advice, mr/ms Anonymous!

prujinka said...

I'm kind of "doing nothing" too... so you're not alone anyway..... :)
my advice is: enjoy the "nothing thing" :P

Suflet naiv said...

Take my icecream and smile http://i49.tinypic.com/21ucdi.jpg (I've made it like how you love aka 'brightness')

So what if you are'nt working?! welcome to the club :))

A dreamer. said...

aww, thank you!
'mister is also cute. you should give him some ice-cream too!
I would hug him. maybe he wouldn't leave.

well... it is "cool" just to hang out, be free, but sometimes you just need to do something with ur life, feel like there's a sketch or something, I don't know. at least that, since the rest is messed out.

A dreamer. said...

oh God, when I saw the "Sign film" as your wish list I remembered the days when I used to watch it and feel every inch of it on my own skin.
actually now things haven't quite change.
unfortunately.

ps: I think you should give a new air to your homie, a new paint, new colours.

A dreamer. said...

prujinka, I'm sure I'm not the only one, but that's not a point of view. I mean we should be different, not like everybody else. so we have to do something, move something, something :p

A dreamer. said...

but I'm still enjoying it. as I can.

Suflet naiv said...

I have the same feeling everytime i watch 'sign', it's gorgeous! Why should I give a new design to my blog? It's kinda old and 'closed', I wont post anymore to that blog...

A dreamer. said...

then you should move on to another one.
another chapter.
shout out all your feelings.

Suflet naiv said...

Indeed, I should but I have no reason to start a new one, to write again, maybe that 'cas I don't like to write about myself, it's kinda booring and I'll have only sad posts.

Gosh, my english sux >.<

A dreamer. said...

oh c'mon, you don't have to write about YOU, what you're wearing, what you're doing, eating, only if you feel the need to.
you write about things you love, books, 'zines, what you feel, how you feel, even when you're sad, even if you're sad 5 days from 7, it's you.
you don't have to make a blog because for others will be interesting, you do it for yourself.

neither my blog is interesting, it's boring to just see pictures and sometimes sad thoughts. but that's me in this period and point.

A dreamer. said...

and don't worry, I'm not Einstein in english either .

Suflet naiv said...

I can't write when I'm sad or not in the good mood, I don't find my words, so, at the moment I'm only reading cute blogs like yours. Your blog is beautiful even it has mostly pictures, pictures are fine for me, like you know, I love photografhy.

I'd love to spend all my day here, on this old bench http://l0stindreams.deviantart.com/favourites/#/dr0afa

A dreamer. said...

just one day?
it's beautiful, no doubt.
I have such places around here.
but I guess at some time it begins to feel awkward sitting there all alone.
but it would be nice just to lay down, close eyes, dream.

Suflet naiv said...

For one day is alright alone, like you said, close eyes, dream, hearing birds sound. Where are you if you got such wonderful places? And btw, why do you have 2 blogs same content?

Suflet naiv said...

Oh, and while dreaming listen to this song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ut6Ww_18sFU

A dreamer. said...

well... somewhere between the mountains.
and about the same content, it's for saving the content of my dreams in case my pc's gonna go crazy :).

Suflet naiv said...

Nice, I'd like to live there too, not in this warm Bucharest...

A dreamer. said...

unfortunately these days it's too warm in here too.
the night instead is beautiful, perfect.

and the song is beautiful, but for the beautiful moments.
maybe you'll know what I mean.

Suflet naiv said...

Yes, I guess the most beautiful feeling in the world ^^ dunno why I thought you are from Bucharest

Suflet naiv said...

Soon you'll be 22, are you looking forward or is just like 'oh, another year's gone...'?

A dreamer. said...

oh, I have many dreams that I would like to make come true, but it depends on what chances I'll have.
it's useless talking right now, since I don't know how things are gonna be in 2-3 months. those will make the final decision.
other things could've make the diference, but since they never came, I guess... that's it.

how about you, SN?

Suflet naiv said...

I see, well, in ~1 month is your b-day. Wait...what, what about me?

PS: I have also few dreams, but they're stil dreams...