this was the heaven of the B side. I still can't believe I was there, I haunted those streets, that room, that pink elevator :), those bridges, those lights. seems like this year went too fast. or maybe it's for the best. I realised that I never made resolutions, like many people as I can see tend to do. I guess anyway it would be in vain, since what I would've get there never came true. on one side if you stop and think it gets scarry: the last day of 2010. it's not like it's a huge year, but it's another year of this so short life, when dreams and hopes are so many. I only wish things would depend more on us, on how we act, how we are. I was hoping NYE would catch me in another place, yet I'm home. I could say that I'm grateful for having my family around, for meeting (not so many) people that I can't believe they still exist in this (m)bad world, but I don't. cause I've always learned on my own skin to be afraid, to not say loud the good things. it's like bad karma. everytime I am happy for what I have, what I feel, it's taken away in the end.
I only leave this: