i was thinking of writing here almost each day, if i feel the need to. not just posting pictures from moments in my life. i was also thinking on making a stop motion. i was also thinking on eating books on bread. i was also thinking of living a healthier life. i was also thinking i would try not to skip most of my master's classes like i did the previous semester. i was also thinking on not losing the nights on movies or whatever that is. even if i don't agree on wasting time on sleep, i know that unfortunately our body needs that night sleep. i was thinking many and doing nothing. it's like i don't even care about myself anymore. the minimum. and i know it isn't well, but it's like i have no power, no control over me.
i'm just lost and tired. and i don't know what to do.