you enter to look for a photo that could represent how you feel. keyword search: pain. 183 pages of pain. your left leg still hurts. your left arm still hurts. your left road till your heart still hurts from time to time. your fear of dying this night alone in those white sheets still hurts. probably all the inside still hurts.
you just can't move on, help yourself and be better, be prettier.
you feel tired. yet you're still afraid to fall asleep and not wake up in the morning.
i promise i'll try.