Wednesday, June 22, 2011

the pretty



if we're still learning to be thankful for what we have, today, once again, i am thankful for knowing beautiful people, when, to be honest, life has been stubbornly showing me the ugly side of humans. these kind of persons are my always dearest miss B and beauty editor of Look mag Ramona B, that made and make pretty things for a prettier life.

my pretty thing was the dreamer necklace ♥

Monday, June 20, 2011

Sunday, June 19, 2011

tonight



tonight was about seeds, peanuts and caju (sounds better than cashew), self made desktop and daisies picked from the waterfront in the city. tiny beautiful things that can be photographed bring me such joy, even if it doesn't last forever.

so today i am thankful for this.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

600 seconds




of serenity.

i'm thankful even for that. if in these frenzic times i still manage at 1 am to have my 600 seconds of peace, then i'm not insane yet. which is a positive thing, right?
but tonight i owe it all to Bach. his Flute Sonata makes me twinkle ballet steps in my head and maybe in the house, makes me dream of a big big white room with windows that just don't end, with a bit of wind shy steps around and a view to all the beauty in Paris.
i'm already there.

before leaving my imagination run wild, i stoled my mom's mint chocolate, Ritter is always a delight and captured it.
i still hope that untill i'll leave to 905504 streets, i'll have my baby camera between my fingers and get to make beautiful pictures.

Friday, June 10, 2011

waiting for the midnight in paris



the movie and the reality too. but until the reality becomes... itself, i'm searching each day this movie and still nothing. i don't know if it will be a great movie, but i'm sure i'll have ma petite promenade on the streets of Paris while watching it.
i'm glad when i see and hear stories in which i live too for 1.30h. sometimes special connections do come true.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

ravn


wonderful hairclip from my dear miss b

only as high as i reach can i grow.
only as far as i seek can i go.
only as deep as i look can i see.
only as much as i dream can i be.

can i be?

Sunday, June 5, 2011

atonement



you know, i'm still afraid of thinking or writing about something pretty, something good. i'm afraid that in such short time the other side of the coin will come up, taking its belongings.

Friday, June 3, 2011

valeriansesquiterpenicdust


don't you know each day they bring drill noise and dust into your lungs ?

don't you know each day they slip you sesquiterpenic and valerian acids to make the heartbeat slow and less painful ?

don't you know you seem pathetic with all your "drama" ?

two slaps in the face.

wake up dreamer.

Thursday, June 2, 2011

today is thursday


i slept in.

i had a pepsi for breakfast. i saw my therapist. we talked about you. we doubled the dosage. all i can think is one more time from the beginning.

let's get it right. i have nothing else to say. i will just go watch The Office and when i laught out loud i will look next to me and realize i am alone.