Wednesday, February 29, 2012

may you never steal, lie, or cheat, but if you must steal, then steal away my sorrows, and if you must lie, lie with me all the nights of my life, and if you must cheat, then please cheat death because i couldn't live a day without you


leap day

i was born in a leap year too. of course, not february. but still, is it that because of that i have another 6 days added to my existence? mm.
oh well, i'm happy that finally, today, my grandpa bought for me 3 little fragile bouquets of snowdrops. i have been waiting for them since january, i still can't believe they are alive, since here it's still snowing even more than on christmas day. so i guess it's a miracle of nature :).
also i'm happy that today, finally a lovely package of clothing and accessories arrived and my Lush review on has been published. it's short, but it shapes the essence and i'm glad i had the opportunity to feel like a mini-editor :).

Monday, February 27, 2012

Saturday, February 25, 2012

bedroom folder


well, these are the pictures from my bedroom folder. and yes, i am a bit obsessed with white. since may, 21st, last year, i started to feel the need of a change in my room. since i moved in this ap in 2006 my world was a blue and pink one and really full of thingies all over. these days i think i couldn't bare more than 3 pieces of furniture in the room. since i still don't have enough money to complete my redecoration, i only have a bed and a rack for light clothing and my dear vintage boxes and books on the floor. oh, yes, and my white baldaquin, let's not forget it :). i am always mesmerized while browsing other girl's blogs on the home section. i'm not such a huge fan of minimalist home design, but i guess after that day i feel the need of a much more cleaner, pure and emptier space around me. that's why today i continued, painting the frames that someone made from wood in ashy white, since i'm so excited to place on my walls the two paintings i got from Vienna and a special drawing that sweet Evan made for me.

so i think it's all for the best. slow but pretty.

Friday, February 24, 2012

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

oh, the pretty little things

i already have a week since i'm constantly thinking, dreaming about the beautiful repetto flats. i've searched all boutiques, ebays, etsys &co and i can't seem to find any vintage(cheaper) version, since a new pair is way out of my reach :(.
oh, the pretty little things.

Sunday, February 19, 2012

if you want to identify me

sighing after canon ae-1

... ask me not where i live, or what i like to eat, or how i comb my hair, but ask me what i am living for, in detail, ask me what i think is keeping me from living fully for the thing I want to live for.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

all the cold and pain in my bones

cold and pain

sometimes all the cold and pain in my bones goes away when it's snowing that pretty. 
but sometimes it makes me feel small and afraid of dying.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

my better half

my better half

today, me and myself, well, we're a dreamteam.
my selflovergift.

Monday, February 13, 2012

what is this self inside us, this silent observer, severe and speechless critic who can judge us still more severely for the errors into which his own reproaches drove us?

silent observer

i can't help but wonder these days:  why is it so hard to do something for ourselves, when without us being well there's nothing?
hope daddy will be better soon.
and many thank yous to talented Murmu who designed my (right)header.
spring, you must come right away and make things right and fresh and stay at least a year.
please, do so.

yours truly,
a dreamer.

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

sometimes everything seems so oh i don't know

please send me a canon ae-1 and a film and let me be happy. noisecrush.

Friday, February 3, 2012

what's the story morning glory?

hm 2010 aw collection ring and pretty old sewed tableau from grandma

it's snowing. again. let's hope i'll get safe to the exam tomorrow.
these days i really like to admire and take pictures of different body parts, the delicate parts, such as fingers, collar bone, spine, back, shoulders. it seems much more fragile and interesting, all those lines you don't get to see each moment, all those skin fragments.
this beautiful over-sized ring is a memory from Prague.

Thursday, February 2, 2012

always be drunk. that’s all that matters. but with what? with wine, with poetry, or with virtue, as we choose. but get drunk

birthdays in family are always a breath of fresh air.
in this case, of g√Ęteau au chocolat made with love.