Tuesday, November 27, 2012

november comes and november goes, along with my dreams, my fears and the first white snow

i can't believe it's almost december. gosh, time flies so fast.
i'm lusting for so many sweaters and shoes and bags and colours and magazines and places and spaces and none of them are looking bright or closer to me now :(.
these two oversized sweaters were bought on sale some time ago from sprider store, 7e each and some cosy high knee socks, i love their motif with the white flower.
i also read lula play, with really inspiring people and stories about their daily motivation and activity, each with their own talent.
and of course i had to buy this oh-so-sweet rosey headband from h&m. it's very me:). and yes, i'm still sad i didn't had the chance to buy myself the martin margiela hair necklace, it was pretty much the only thing i could've afford from the collection, but it was way too far and long the road to the nearest store, 500km away.

Friday, November 23, 2012

autumn II

this is the second set of photos i took some days ago.
i'm actually glad autumn's still here, i think it's been a while since we actually had a third season, without jumping from late summer to winter. sometimes i wish i had the most amazing lenses to be able to capture with my eyes all the colours and different shapes and forms that this season creates around here, between the trees and the places around this tiny city.
also lately i've been feeling very wierd, a bit lost, maybe more, i don't know, feeling like everyone else has a meaning and a purpose in their life, a job, friends, a life and i'm just wasting free time on watching movies and tv shows, searching for inspirational people, blogs and photos, tumblr-ing, taking personal photos, eating, taking late night walks, watching tv with mom, grandpa, grandma and bubu, dreaming of paris and feeling like it just isn't ment to be, lusting over cos perfect dresses, charlotte olympia shoes, bouclé sweaters, wolf's determination, sending cvs and e-mails for jobs or internships from whom i never get a reply (internships are unpaid, why can't i get it?). yes, complaining won't help me, but this is my personal space and i think i am entitled to write my heart out here.

Monday, November 19, 2012

autumn the I st

you just can't stop taking photos.

Saturday, November 17, 2012

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

enduring fighter with masked passions

your responses indicate that you have a normal desire to share yourself with others. however, this need is not being adequately fulfilled at present.
as a result, you unconsciously attempt to treat this emptiness with momentary interests and temporary passions. If left unaddressed, this imbalance leads to impulsive behavior and unnecessary risks.
past betrayals have left you generally suspicious of others’ behavior, particularly regarding romantic relationships. you fear you may be exploited if you open yourself too fully. consequently, you often seek some proof of a new friend’s or lover’s sincerity before you decide to trust them.
further complicating your relationships is the anxiety you have about your unfulfilled personal and professional goals. you fear that you’ve made decisions that weren’t in your own best interest, or failed to take advantage of opportunities when they presented themselves.
the desire to overcome these challenges sometimes lead you to seem pushy or even arrogant. because this competitive urge is not always apparent to others, they are often surprised by it.
however, the passion that underlies your desire for success is unique. this makes you unlike others. you cannot simply accept what life has to offer; you aspire for more.

so i made a test today.
(http://byzantiumtests.com/, anybody can do it)
so i was just thinking.
(not that anyone would care. nobody cares except yourself.)

so i woke up this morning

Monday, November 12, 2012

12th night of november

skinny heart. that's all.

Friday, November 9, 2012

Thursday, November 8, 2012

first thursday of november

i heard noises and i woke up. i took these pictures, with the view from my window, sometimes wondering if i'm lucky to be here, close to these mountains and how some live by the sea and don't get to know how lucky they are during the summer or reverse.
but i'm still half asleep.
now grandma sent me a few apple pie edges, i love them, cause they're crispier.
oh, back to bed soon, it's getting cold here at this table. brr.

Monday, November 5, 2012

when you said 'i can see me in your eyes', i said 'i can see you in my bed', that's not just friendship that's romance too, i like music we can dance to

tonight i just feel romantic. hopeless romantic.
and i saw these beauties and many more at the museum of natural sciences.

Sunday, November 4, 2012

my tiny things of beauty

admiring photography through different websites, eating pancakes (bad, bad, i know) and x-factor tonight.
nothing fancy.
anything fancy?